It's been a month  / Angie Smith (A REAL FRIEND )
Brent it has been a month now that you have been gone.  I know you are gone now but it seems like yesterday that I found out you were no longer here.  I miss you more than ever, the way you would tell me smile have fun, cheer up, why are you so scared.  You always said that anytime I was around you.  It was just that I was always depressed or having a anxiety attack.  You would be happy to know that I got it all took care of.  I've been doing good for awhile now with my attacks.  My depression is not much better seeing that I spend so much time alone I guess is why its still so bad.  I sleep a lot thats all I can do even computers are not really fun anymore.  I talk to Lori and your mom a lot on here and my family thats about it.  Sometimes I play games and I put music on here but thats about all.  I've started writing a book I found my hidden talent after 28 years, I think i'm gonna do good at it i've done good so far with the start now I just have to think of all the little words to fill it in you know details are a very important part of a book.  Anyway I hope one day I'll be a hit and something good will come out of my life for once.  I already have in my mind what my secound book is gonna be but i'm not gonna say right now,lol. Your mom is the best I can just feel the love of a mother coming from her when I'm around her and it makes me feel good.  I have not got to feel that in 5 years, but she has so much love for you and your sister and the whole family that it just pours out of her and into me somehow.  Im not complaing one bit  I really like being around her, sometimes I feel like hugging her and crying and hope that all my sadness from everything in the world that has happend to me will go away and I can be normal again.  I don't think that will ever happen but I would not mind a shoulder to cry on sometimes and not get fussed at by you know who!  I could do that with you and I miss that so much.  I miss you more than anything you really meant a lot to me.  I've know you over half of our lives.  It's hard to think that you are gone and never will be back.  I opened my other messenger the other day and I had a offline message on it from you on may 11th.  I thought for just a secound that it was you still there then I looked at the date.  I answered you still even though I know you are gone but I figured that god got that message to you. Well I'm gonna go I just want you to know that I will never forget you (unless I loose my mind) no matter what when all the other people that claim to be your friend no longer looks on here are talks to you I'll be here and Lori and Loris sister Julie that you never got to meet but cries all the time over you and for the pain that your mom is going throuh.  I will be here forever till it's my time and I will make sure you are remembered no matter what.  Take care Brent watch us all we will see you again one day at the gates of heaven I know that you all will be there waiting on the rest of us when it's our time. PS tell my mom and dad I send them my love I had a dream about them last night and have been dreaming a lot about them in the past few weeks, and I know you like playing pool watch out my daddy is a shark...lol...I'll talk to ya later sweety.  Never forget me please, I'm always here andI'll see you one day..Till then RIP and watch over the world.  Love ya Angie Close

I still Miss you  / Angie Smith (A Good Friend )
Hey Brent, Its been 4 weeks today almost a month and its still so impossible to belive that you are gone . There is so much that I would love to tell you if I could but you are not here to talk to.  I added a bunch of music that we would listen to all the time and a lot of Matchbox 20 from the cd that you gave me. It's hard knowing that you are gone and we still really don't know what in the world happened to you but I do know that you are in heaven where you want to be that helps my heart a little.  I have gotten really close to your mom and I love her almost like she is my mom.  I'm not trying to take her from you i'm just there for her for anything that she needs, I love talking to her about anything she feels like talking about.  For some odd reason she I feel drawn to her not that it is a bad feeling I love talking and spending time with her.  She misses you so bad and it is so painful for her she misses her baby she loved you more than anyone on this earth. My heart is hurting so much form losing you and for all the pain your family is going through.  One last thing I want you to know before I go. No matter what anymoe say besides your family Brent I am the best friend that you have ever had and I will always remember you no matter what R.I.P Sweety.  We will be with you again one day in Heaven. Love Always Angie Close

About the Audio on here  / Angie
Just a note to people visiting the site if you want to listen to the audio you might have to start it then stop it and start it over again for it to work.  Also if you have a popup blocker make sure to turn it off to here the music it does get caught in the popup blocker.....Thanks Angie Close

My feelings are in this song  / Angie Smith (A good Friend )
Brent and anyone else that reads this i'm adding a song that a lot of you mat have heard , unless you have been in the shoes of a person that has lost someone very close than you might not understand it.  It was played for me after my daddy's death a year and a half ago.  See it was not easy for me I lost my dad on the way to his brothers funeral.  It was sudded and unexpected . This was a very hard thing for me mt daddy was all i had I lost my mom 5 and a half years ago.  I remember I was my daddy's little girl no matter how him and my mom got along I was his favorit. They divorced when I was 10 and I was kept from him till i was 13 by then I had changed a little and I didn't really know him anymore.  I felt that I was no longer his little girl. He was the type of person that didn't talk much so you never knew what he was thinking.  I remember one day my mom told me he was not coming and it killed me,but later that day my cousin called and said Angie your dad is here and is wanting to come get you I was so exicited, i thought he didn't want to see me and he really did after all.  I saw my dad every weekend and he spoiled me like crazy.  I remember my 16th birthday my mom was at her boyfriends out of town I was in bed feeling low becasue it was my sweet 16 when I heard a knock on the door, it was my stepmom telling me to get ready that it was my day for anything I wanted.  They took me to the mall and I got everything you could think of that day.  The next week was christmas and it was a whole nother birthday all over again. I knew then I was getting close to him once again.  I would go see him all the time.  I was in my 20's and he had got me a job working as a bartender,lol  what dad gets his daughter a job as a bartender.  He also was gonna buy the place for me because the owners were thinking of selling it and he told me I know you can run it, but the owners decided to keep it.I kept working there and by then I was a beautiful young lady. The bar was a private one so it was mostly the same crowed everyday kind of like a moose lodge type place nothing really ever went on. I remember my dad would be so proud of how his friends would tell him that he had such a beautiful daughter could have been because I look just like him.lol. It was then that we got back all that we had lost.  He knew I thought the world of him and I know he loved me more than anything and it took that long in my life to get that even though when I was little I was his little girl. I would go see him just to see him we would have a few drinks go out to eat and talk for the first time in my life,  It ment the world to me to have my dads love and it ment a lot to him for me to just want to spend time with him like I didd and never ask for anything . It was not long after we got that bond that we had lost years ago back that my uncle became very sick and was not expected to live, they sit over him all day crying and carrying on so . It made my daddy upset and he said he didnt want people to cry over him that he just wanted to go and thats how he went.  I'm just greatful that I had a chance to talk to him that day .  I know he would not want me to still be hurting inside like I do but that was my daddy someone that I never got to have a life with. So after he had died someone played this song for me and I listened to every word and it all was so clear to me about the meaning. The song is My Immortal.  I know this time that I wrote had nothing to do with Brent but in a way it does.  People sould not take anything for granted mind all ties, become a friend , stay in touch with your family. And most of all let god be there to help you, he will I know. Like he will be there for anyone that loved Brent for his family and his friends to help them in times when you need it all you have to do is let him into your heart and he is the biggest healer there is.  That is my story about this song.  It was my special song with my daddy and now I want to share it to my special friend Brent that I will always miss.  I love you both, daddy and Brent take care and keep watching down on me till I see you all again Love Angie Close

Your Life Changed My Life  / Tasha Spivey (friend)
Brent,
I never would have imagined that when I would return from Newberry you would be gone.  This all seems so unfair.  I want you to know that I was very proud of you and the things that you were doing to make your life better.  All I can think about is the last time I saw you walking through the parkinglot of Longhorn.  I'm very sorry that we didn't really get a chance to talk that day.  I know you understood.  I'm very grateful that God did bless me with time and conversation with you before you left us.  I'm really sorry that I couldn't help you.  I was in a pretty bad spot myself.  I admire you for the desire you had to change your life and I want you to know that as I continue to try and get better myself I will share your story and pray that it will help someone the way it has helped me.  You have showed me that life is to short to not say how you really feel, to not show the people you love how much you really care, to not help someone who is in need, and most of all that recovery is the most important thing in my life.  I love you and I'll miss you.  I know that you're in a better place and all the battles are over.  I hope that you know that you were loved by many.  I'll remember you always. 
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Dear Diane  / Julie Martin (Sister of a Friend )

Dear Diane,  I know that this is a website to pay rsepects to your son but I though it would be good for me to offer you comfort also.  I know you really dont know me but I feel like I know you and I also didn't know Brent but I feel like I do and I'm sad that it had to be after his death.  I guess you are wondering who is this person I'm Lori's sister and Angie's cousin.  They have been taking this whole thing really bad, it is all that they talk about and they talk to me about it and I try to make them feel better, but the loss of a friend is a tough thing deal with.  The stories that they have talked to me about the memories they have shared I feel like I know him and my heat goes out to you and Dale and your daughter and most of all to his precious little angel. I know the feeling of losing people that i'm close to but I can not imagine the way you must feel right now.  I hope you enjoy the wreath that I made for you as much as it hurt to know where the flowers were from and for what reason they are for but it made me feel good to know that I was making something for you that will last you a lifetime to have that was from where he is laid to rest. They took there time picking out the flowers and made sure that I got them to do that for you they wanted you to know that they were there for you in any way they can be and always will.  Lori and Angie are good girls and just because he is no longer here does not mean that they will ever stop talking to you.  They have told me that you are sure a wonderful person and how they love talking to you and it has made them feel so good that you have opened up to them.  They were his real true friends and I know that if they had know anything they would have put a stop to it or did what they could to save his life.  It was painfull to them knowing that they might have been able to do more are to even not let it happen at all I know Lori and Angie.  They would have not let it  happen and I know they are sweet girls but they have there tempers and even if they had to take it away for him they would have.  But they had no idea and it kills them to know that if they had only knew that they could have been there. I know you miss him more than anything but remember he is in gods hands now and he is in a better place that we all want to be in.  There is only one judge in this world and remember that is God himself.  If you need anything or just want to talk I'm here for you anytime.  Take Care of yourself and remember that he is watching you from above.  Your Friend Julie

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Do you hear me when I talk to you? I miss you so much it hurts!!  / DeDe Holden (Best Friend/Girlfriend )
Brent,
      I went last night to the Labor Day get together that Casper, Scott, Chris, Jess and Mike had. I took your pictures with me.  Scott and I talked about you and all the good times u all had. We laughed about the silly things you would do, but I was really crying on the inside. I wish you would of been with me in person instead of in pictures. Brent, I hope you hear me, I talk to you all the time and I am writing on another website which is private. When I am done I am going to give your mom the address so she can read it.  I swear it doesnt seem possible that you are gone from me, I still leave my msn on at night hoping that you will wake me up like you used to whenever you needed someone to talk to in the middle of the night, you couldnt sleep, or you just wanted to talk. This has truly been the hardest thing I have ever been thru in my life was losing you. I thought losing my father was hard, but this has defintely been harder. You were everything to me, you were my best friend--wasnt anything we couldnt talk about, you had a way about you of always understanding, always listening, you always had that shoulder for me to lean on, as I always did for you. I wanted so bad for you to wake up in the hospital and see me standing beside you, I would  never of left you Brent  I just really really wanted you to come home!!   Life hasnt been the same an I keep hearing that time will make things change, but to be honest it hasnt gottten any easierl!!  Everytime I get in the van to go somewhere i play the cd you made me with all the love songs on it, i also have been playing the George Strait CD  the one with Meet me one the other side, I never would of thought I would be singing that to you instead of us singing it together. I feel like life just isnt fair sometimes, and this is one of those times that I dont understand, I try so hard to understand it, but I cant.  I miss you so much, it hurts . I feel as though my heart has been ripped out of me.  I keep going back to the verses in the Bible we read on Saturday night and I do find peace there, I know you are at peace, I know you are with the Lord and you are watching over me and those that you loved so dearly. I just want you to know that not a day goes by, not an hour passes that I dont think about you, about us, about the future and the past.  Keep giving me the strength to go on, as you have been, I am just ever so lost not having you to lean on, to talk to, to do what we used to do. Man its just not fair. I made you a promise in ICU and I am going to keep that Promise. it may just take awhile!!  Well sweetness I am gonna go for now, just know that I am always thinking about you, as well as your mom, Dale, Tiffany, an your precious lil angel Lexi, I talked to her on Saturday and she is still your mini me and always will be your mini me.  Well sugar I love and miss you more than I can ever express and I know you know that and you knew that before that horrible tragedy.  You will always have a special place in my heart ! Keep shining Brent, I see the stars, and I know your there!!!!!!!!  Rest in Peace babe, rest in Peace!!!
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YOU LEFT ME JUST WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST  / Brent's Mama (mother)

This is the hardest thing I have ever been through in my life.  When you got saved, I was so happy because I didn't have to worry about you if you did die.  I know how much you loved the Lord.  I knew more about you than anyone except God.  I never  would have dreamed I would have to live without you, but at tthe same time, I always had a feeling that I had to protect you from anything happening to you.  I know you have been so unhappy your whole life.  It kills me to think you were so miserable that all you ever talked about was dying and going to heaven. I know without a doubt, that heaven is sooooo much better for someone like you to be, but, my heart is still hurting so bad.  I have said things to you that I can't take back, out of frustration and anger.  I didn't mean them, Brent. I promise I didn't.  This has taught me a lesson that I won't forget.  Always let your loved ones know  just how much you love them because one day they might be gone, and you won't ever get the chance to tell them.  I know how much you adored Alexis, and she did you too.  She gives me a reason to go on, when I look at her I see so much of you!  Just like you said, "Alexis is a little bitty me".  I try to show her how much I love her, thinking it might make uup for anything I did to make you feel like I didn't love you.  Please forgive me.  I know in the last 4 years you thought I was obsessed with you, because I was so protective of you.  But, I knew your kind and giving heart and I knew you would let people take advantage of you.  I hope you know, anytime you needed me I would run to you fast as I could.  You were the sweetest, and most beautiful child and you still was when you grew up.  I know you had alot of anger inside you and said things you didn't mean.  Anger comes from hurt feelings, and I know personally, because sometimes that was the only way I knew to show my feelings was through anger.  You deserved alot better mama than me.  It is so unfair the way you were treated by so many people.  But, I know you were so forgiving, and just wanted to be loved.  Even in the event of your death, evil people took advantage of your caring heart and took your life, and most of mine.  PLease ask God to save me a place right beside you in heaven, not that I will have to protect you there, but, because I want to hold you and show you so much love that I didn;t show you when you were alive.  There has been so many people who have cried and hurt for losing you.  I hope you can see how many people who did love you and knew the real Brent.  THe one that made them laugh, and was always there when they needed you.  And the Brent that such a great guy.  I love you so much, but, my pain will never go away until I see your beautiful face again.  Just like you told me right after Peggy died.  " That's crazy mama, its like God is taking the ones that we know are going to heaven first".  God knew you even better than me.  He knew you belonged in a far more better place than here.  He knew your mind and he knew your loving, caring, kind heart.  He also knew that you gave your organs so that 5 people could have life.  Your precious heart is beating right now in someone else's body in Wisconsin.  I hope they know what a beautiful person gave them that heart.  If they don't, they will because I will be visiting them as soon as I can, and tell them how blessed they are.  I hope they don't mind, but anyone who has my son's heart will also have his crazy mama to deal with!  I guess they will get a little taste of  what you went through with your mama always lurking around to get in your business.  Oh, well. they'll get use to it.  Until we see each other again, I will hold you close to my heart.

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Not the same without you  / Tiffany Cawthon (sister)

Brent,

Today is my birthday and I have woke up thinking about you.I just had to talk to you for a minute. I am just waiting to go to mamas and you to run to me with that silly laugh and hug me and say happy birthday. Brent I love you more than words could ever say and I feel so alone because you were the only brother I had. Life here is just not the same without you. Our family is just not the same without you either. I love you Brent and can not wait to see you someday in heaven. Watch over me until God calls me home to be with you.
Love always
Tiffany

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Sorry, I can't belive that it is still real  / Lori Jordan (A very good friend )
Brent I know it has been 3 weeks already and this is the first time that I'm writing.  It's still hard to belive that you are no longer here, but I guess i'll have to accept it that you are gone.  You body is here but you soul is in heaven where I know that you wanted to be.  I have not known what to write i'm not to good at it but Angie told me that once you start the words will come to you.  I guess she was right.  I miss you more than you would ever know.  I saw your mom yesterday me and Angie took a wreath of flowers that were from your grave that my sister made for your mom it was beautiful like you.  We have became really close to your mom she is one of the best people in this world and it is so unfair to have her son ripped out of her arms the way she did, my heart weeps for her and me and Angie want to make her feel better about things as much as we can.  I guess it's good because most of the time people pass and friends forget but this will always be in my mind and as long as your mom will let me I will be her friend and help her out in anyway I can.  It seems like yesterday you were calling me, it's still so hard for me to belive and Angie is not taking it that good you and her knew each other a little more than you and I did.  I remember the silly little kiss that you gave me that day and I will always remember that.  I'm just sorry that it took me 3 weeks to write to you but like I said I have just really faced it that you are really gone.  I hope more than anything you mom finds out what happened to you I know she wants that more than anything and no mother should have to live with not knowing what happened to her child ...I know I would not want to have to live through that.  I've took up enough space I just wanted you to know you are in my heart and I will never forget times that we spent together and talks that we had and I'll never forget that you have a wonderful mother that loves you so much and only wanted the best for her son.  Till I see you again one day in heaven watch over us all.  Love Lori....your friend till the end of time! Close

This can't be real  / Tiffany Cawthon (Baby sister )
Brent,
I do not think that you being gone has really hit me yet because it just does not seem real. When you were in that hospital bed I convinced myself you were going to wake up. I am just waiting for you to come walking in at mama's and everything to be ok. I love you so much and I hate so much that my little girl had to miss out on knowing the best uncle she ever could have asked for. Shay loved you and still asks me and mom where you are and we tell you are with angels because I know you are. With the heart you had I know God could use you more in heaven as an angel than we could here on earth but it just ain't fair. I wanted to watch you get married and have a happy life again before you left this place, but I know you are happy now and have no more heartache there and you deserve it, thats why I hate to be so selfish by wanting you back but I miss you so much. I know God is taking good care of you in heaven. Unitl I get to see you again watch over me from heaven. I love you!!!!!!!!!
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I still Miss you each and every day  / Angie Smith (Long time Friend )
Brent it is still so hard to belive that this is all so real.  I still miss you and always will.  I'm not like most that only knew you through a computer screen I knew you in real life for a very long time.  I've lost people that I know but never a really good friend that I grew up knowing you are the first and it is hard for me to deal with.  I'll make a deal with you you take care of my mom and dad up there with you in heaven and i'll take care of your mom here on earth till we are all up there together.  I know my mom is looking out for you and you two and my dad are talking about me and it makes me feel good that you are all there together.  I'm here your mom knows that she can talk to me anytime she needs and I'll be there for her till the end she may have lost you but she gained a friend that will always be true as I was with you, no matter how you thought you had any friends you did and one was me.  Like I told you before it is better to only have one true friend than none or friends that just say they are your friend to get there way that is not a friend.  Well I'm gonna go I'll see your mom in a few days  I'll make sure to give her a big hug for you , and I know that you will do the same for me for my mom and dad.   Till we all meet again at the gates I'll always miss you and I will never forget you. Love your friend Angie Close

Brent I miss you!  / Jessica Speed (friend)
Brent,
  This still dont feel real to me.. I will always remember the way you laughed, smiled and talked. I miss that so much.. I still feel like I could walk into your moms house on a holiday and you will be there. you will always be like a brother to me. I cant wait to see you again.
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Brent I miss you so much!!!!!!  / DeDe Holden (Girlfriend and Best Friend )
Dearest Brent,
I keep hearing that time will heal the wounds. So far time hasnt healed any of the pain an agony I am feeling in my heart. My heart is honestly broken. I love you so much and miss you more than words can ever express. You meant so much to me. I know you knew that. I am sooooooooooo thankful for the walks an the talks we had at the beach, laying on the couch an layin on the bed being lazy and you just holding me and us talking. We had some deep talks. You know I always heard hind sights 20/20 I  can honestly say I never knew the true meaning to that until now. I wish I had gotten up with you that Horrible nite and went to the door with you, I feel if I had you would still be here. I wish I had of questioned you when you came back to bed that nite, but you told me everything was fine.  The one thing that keeps me going is what you told me about being the happiest you had been in years and finally finding love again. I only wish a year ago when you started asking me out I had of done it then, But I cant change that, just again hind sight.  I am working on another website for you, I am going to share those wonderful things we did, the walk on the beach, the talks we had, everything that we did from the time we left Anderson until we returned to Anderson. I will give the address to your mother and your closest friends when I get it completed.  When I write I feel like you are right here beside me with me, I can almost hear your laughter. I can see you smiling and you wiping my tears away when I was crying, you making fun of me for crying tellin me tough girls dont cry.  I honestly miss you so much it hurts so bad. I talk to you everyday Brent. I light our unity candle as that is the name you gave it, and I spend special time with you every day with that candle.  I have sprayed my pillow with your cologne you left so I smell you every night I lay my head down. Brent keep coming to me in my dreams, I look for you every night.  Continue to shine on me I know you are my Gaurdian Angel, you told me you would always protect me and I know you are watching over me now.  I just wish I could touch your face, hold your hand, kiss your precious lips and look into your gorgeous eyes one more time. An I do, I see you in my dreams, just wish this wasnt true, I wish it was all a bad dream and I would wake up an there you would be beside me telling me it is alright. I know you know how much I miss you and how much I love you. Your memories will always live on inside my heart, my mind and my soul.  That is something no one can ever take from me. Just so you know there isnt a day that goes by that your friends dont ask me how I am doing, They all miss you as well.   Keep shinin on Brent, and please keep coming to me in my dreams, I look forward to seeing you when I sleep.  Missing you and loving you, DeDe Close

Brent, I still miss you so much!  / Brent's Mama (mom)
Brent,
It is 2am and I can't go to sleep.  It has been 3 weeks since you went in that coma.  PLease ask God to help, I can't get through it by myself.  I found some letters you wrote me and one you wrote to (Anyone).  It breaks my heart when I read the words you wrote about being so unhappy and lonely in your life.  You have such a good heart, you deserved to be happy and live a long life.  I wish I could have done something to make you feel the love and happiness you needed so badly.  I wish you knew how much I loved you and how many others loved you.  I know God will show you all that love now in heaven that you never could have imagined while you were here on earth. I look at your pictures and I cry.  Oh, how can this be real!  I wish I could wake up from this terrible nightmare and run to you and hold you in my arms.  Oh Brent, what am I going to do without you.  Preacher Sam preached today about the vultures who are trying to destroy our families and how they keep pecking at our children a little at a time until they take them from us.  He siad as parents we should keep running the vultures away.  I didn't run them away this time and they took my precious son.  I wish I could get a glimpse of you in heaven and being so peaceful and happy, maybe then I could stop being so sad.  Please tell God and his angels to help me. I feel like I am dying inside. Close

This is a poem I found.....  / Megan Alewine (Friend)
It took me a while to find this...It's a poem..If someone has already posted it on here..please forgive me.....

A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried,
If love alone could've saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place,
No one else will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
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This is for you Lexi.  / Angie (A good friend )
Well I want you to notice
To notice when I'm not around
And I know that your eyes see straight through me
And speak to me without a sound

I want to hold you
Protect you from all of the things I've already endured
I want to show you
Show you all the things that this life has in store for you
I'll always love you
The way that a father should love his daughter

When I walked out this morning
I cried as I walked to the door
I cried about how long I'd be away for
I cried about leaving you all alone

So I wanted to say this
Cuz I wouldn't know where to begin
To explain to you what I have been through
To explain where your daddy has been

I want to hold you
Protect you from all of the things I've already endured
I want to show you
Show you all the things that this life has in store for you
I'll always love you
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I just learned the sad news, and my thoughts are with you all...  / Greg Ashley (Friend / Classmate )

God bless.  All of us in the Class of 1995, especially in this our 10th year since graduation, are so sorry.

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My Thoughts and Prayers are with you all.  / Kenneth AKA "Kenny" Miller (Old Friend )
I was deeply saddened to hear the news about Brent. We go way way back. We had lost touch after a few years out of high school but on occasion I would see him out. I have since moved away to TX and recieved the news from one of our friends from school. He was a good friend and I hate we lost touch like we did. My deepest sympathy goes out to that little angel of his. I hope she remembers he will always be by her side no matter what. May God Bless You All Close

We will Miss you so Much  / Angie Smith (A very good Friend )
Brent in a few days this site will be gone, but with me you memory will live on.  You didn't think you had any friends but you did more than you know and even if you only had one it was better than none!  I miss your laugh I miss your smile I miss the way you tried to cheer me up when I was in a bad mood.  You did so much for so many people and never stopped to think once about it.  It's still so hare to belive you are gone I keep thinking I'm gonna see you in chat or that your gonna call me, but I'll never see that again.  You have a mother with a heart of gold that you will see again one day you have a daughter that is so so sweet that you will be with again one day too, until then I know your looking down on all of us and wishing you was here but you are in a better place then most of us here.  Watch over us all and keep us in mind we know you'll be waiting when it comes our time.  Until then Brent R.I.P. we'll all see each other one day again.  I miss you so much 15 years is a long time I never though that anything like this would ever happen,  god picked a rose that day and it happened to be you.  Watch over us all we'll see you one day again.Love Angie, your Friend Close